Sunday, March 14, 2010

state of the wendy

things are starting to move really quickly in my life. for the first time, i feel like things in my life might start to be completely under my control. i had no idea how exciting this feeling could be until i tried it.

it makes me less afraid of myself. when my life was in the hands of other people, i always felt like i had to watch what i did or some terrible unnameable thing was going to happen. this is beginning to change. when i laugh, i do it as loudly and as long as i want. when i drive i sit in the right lane and drive the speed limit and let people pass me. i make eye contact with people without feeling awkward or worrying what they're going to think about me.

this makes it easier to feel like myself. and you know what THAT means...

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