i am 21 years old and i may have hit the crux of my entire life. i think a lot will be decided from now and then.
do i continue to repress myself indefinitely or do i finally break out and start presenting as myself--in terms of gender but also in terms of personality and interests--for maybe the first time ever?
i just have to change this inner dialogue that's going on in my head. i'm so self-critical all the time, trying to control for every possible mistake i might make, talking too much, not enough, using too many cliches, bad comic timing.
maybe i could learn to compliment myself? would that be acceptable to everyone?
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